March 15, 2010

Just pretty unhappy these days. Don't know if I want to quit work or not. Its been hanging at the back of my head for awhile now.

March 12, 2010

Its been about 7 months now. I wish I could just pass on, everything to remind me of you is gone yet that feeling feels so close. The materials may die but the memories do not. Today, I am a sad person.

March 11, 2010

Today sucks. End of story.

March 04, 2010

Time just moves by so slowly. I just realised its only been a couple of days since the last posting. Goddamnit

March 2, 2010

The urge to talk to you grows stronger day by day. Yet I know if I do, it should do you no good.

February 28, 2010

Today sucks. Long dreaded day. I feel dead but still alive, sadly.

February 27, 2010

Today is dark and grey. The clouds lurk over the earth for a whole damn day. This darkness is so fitting to my mood.

Don't really know how on track I am anymore. I have these mood swings more often now. When you don't sleep nothing seems real anymore. Everything is a kind of mist and you can snap in and out of concious quite easily.

EDIT:

I just came home from a drive. Went up to the usual place, fishtailed a few corners for the hell of it. I realise that no matter where you are, that lonely insecure feeling just remains. Just cant shake it...